notes I jotted down

What would you be without me or would you even be in my absence. abstinant is what you are from my mental. you are nothing more than cerebral leviathin never to understand the true light of a mind pure of drowning darkness. Out of my mind is were you stay. Out of my mine is where you stay. Double standard.-Jmo

I wana be in space between ya legs without milkin ya dreams away.-Jmo

Id rather be healthy and awake than sick and tired.-Jmo

Immune to the bullshit vaccines for insecurities.-Jmo

In the mist of summertime where would you lay your.... When summer rise. No maddness falls in the autumn but freezes over winter for 40 nights.-Jmo

Fuck ya 3 wishes ima just fuck ya in 3 positions.-Jmo

I often wish that I could save everyone and still drapped from my nooses.-Jmo

A thug is a baby waiting to cry when he stares down a barrel in the clutches of a nigga he now calls daddy. Screams out his gangster mating call one moment then the next nuts up and screams I ant pull the trigger......Bitch.-Jmo

Shroud you in a manifest of....-Jmo

You cant open a can of sardines expecting tuna.-Jmo

I'm quick to be disabled or dismembered but you see me stand on top of my shit.-Jmo

Lookin at myself this is what I dream to be. What I declare to never develop I became.-Jmo

When your famous you become the property of the people.-Jmo

Hence the imagination without the reality.-Jmo

Untitled (Unfinished) A duet wit my patna Rahmond

( Rah Part ) Still working this cotton gin... wondering when this horrific torture will end...

Everyday i go out and work till every inch aches, until callused skin and blood blend.!

7 days a week 365 days a year i must be cautious..

Watching my people get whipped and beat makes my stomach permanently nautious

My mind in emotional trauma... so I rely on my soul

This forced bondage forces me to pay and take its high priced toll

( Jmoris Part ) No light in my eyes covered by my own fears of my spirit separating from the flesh I wish to give away

No loose lungs always collapsed by crys of peace hymns violated by crushed dreams of a held truth

To be a arms length from my life kept enclosed with the eye of the most high and i continue to ask

I am to realize my faith falls on the reality of your bondage relentless rage covered by false love but still rape the youth of there dreams of triumph

Is this how i am supposed to in vision my zion?

The river of Eden forms from my eyes as i frantically wash away the daymares i am forced to walk on air with by the decreasing minute

Nursing the failure of my people i am dared to step forth and poke a caved in chest out and demand my shackles be released from the mends to my skin

Am i to sacrifice such a burden when the faith of potential followers are breed to see only the failures where i am to be covered by their blood

My thoughts while I dangle..... from..... this...... tree...

Laker Nation

The site is legit no front on that. Im a die hard laker fan I been here since tha homie kobe and fish were rooks and kobe was throwin up air balls lol. So yuh LAK SHOW all the way.

SMH

So im sposed ta just be like yuh its coo then go back to normal.................. Nope not me patna im fina be 22 which means God has blessed me with another year of wisdom. I dont expect too many to understand what that means but they can research it. Im no longer at the point of letting this roll cuz of how strong my little bonds are with ppl. Not singling anyone out but puttin the heart on paper feel me????? The shit ant flyin no more it didnt fly in 2009 08 07 and 2010 in that order..... Think im fina let the shit fly this year. naw naw..... naw naw wrong black man kid. Blackout

Untitled

Why must I fall victim to the evil deeds of dark followers? Bats that want to suck the very blood of my success dry then hang my dreams high above my head in endless oblivion? Is it because I cut my own life line so they could smell the failure run down the road instead of across the street? I refuse to become a pawn of flying rat scams. Viruses that manifest a plaque of sick dreams, weak minds, and fuck world riots. Why should I allow the demons to have their way and touch my floor. Casting my angels to their ceiling corners to avoid the shroud of neglect that feeds the minds of the maggot minded? Should I give birth to my own grubs and let them feed on the uplift and praise of new days and replace them with images of crippled prophecies? Letting broken mirrors count the very moments of my self destruction 20 19 18 17 16. Let this be a book pre written to my life I can not foresee and every hand in this dyeing planet has a pen 15 14 13 12 11. Let my words become the light that directs the lost to freedom and peace for new life 10 9 8 7 6. Just allow my visions to predominate a dream cloud that floats away and watch the sky move further from your eye until 5 4 3 2 1. Blackout. - Jmo

Anger builds today. A self discussion much needed.

"Ok Mo idk what to say about this one cuz I heard it too you know this right?"

"Yuh Im aware J."

"Y do you continue to let what others say get to you like this you know this is not you?"

"Did you not hear what she told me he said? That was not cool and he expects me to show him respect when he talk down on me and my girl behind our back like that. Why tha hell dont he just say this shit in our face so we kno was up, speak our mind, then leave his ass with the trash?"

"Idk bruh but I kno because of this situation that just occurred its why you gotta grind more and more you gota get it cuz he tryna keep everyone down cuz shit and goin right in his life."

"I understand but how am I supposed to maintain my head when he disses my girl?"

"By pushing her harder and pushing yourself to become more then what other people see you as. To him, she isnt doin anything. You see her potential and she is starting to see it too and you lit a fire that she didnt even kno she had."

"I hear ya."

"Strengthen your inner peace and let your storm rest."

"ok."

"Then she will learn to develop the peace you have and it could possibly become even stronger than yours."

"Understood thanks J I need the self talk."

"I'm always here with you and God is too. Keep Peace my bruh."

"Keep Peace."

Spoken Word Poetry THE MALE EGO

Guinness - "Spoken Word"

Roy Hargrove feat D'Angelo - I'll Stay

Progression or Regretion???????????

Today I feet like I was doing the right thing even tho it seemed like I was being a typical "NIGGA". I mean sometimes I ask god why did he write certain situations in my life and the result don't turn out like I expect them too. Guess that's what I get for not really seeing things his way. I became a bit wiser today and that's a good thing to me as I grow to learn new things in this world. Even tho I feel I lost a great friend that is near and dear to me. I feel this experience will better the both of us. I pray for forgiveness if I went about things the wrong way because even wise men fall sometimes. If there is no forgiveness from earth I pray forgiveness comes from the higher power and self spirit. At this moment I have no idea what to make of things but I choose to leave everything in God's hands now. I am a growing man not yet a grown man so I take things like I always have and always will. As God wills it to come. I stand on my own two because dad taught me that way. I must endure even in the dark times and fear losing my peace of mind.

Peace Yo, Jmo

Good News

Man I recieved some really good news but the thing is I recieved this news during a time that I have sort of started openning a new door. See The thing is I really LOVE her but I dnt know what I should do. Yea my school come first but then wat after tht.......Im so into this one girl but I CAN NOT let my heart be taken no matter wat happens it just not gunna happen not because i say its not but the feelings the emotions the desire everything..........No one is like her. I feel she is me its so scary I love it...... Yin and Yang ya kno lol

Peace Yo, Jmo