Church Service - 7/15/12 10:45 service

Service was pretty good today we had a guest speaker and he was good... I was already prepared for that because a lady said there was going to be a guest speaker when she was leaving. She went to the early service aka the laid back service lol... I was going to the early service at one point but it started conflicting with my late night schedule lol (not even like that)... Even though we had a guest speaker I still got some good notes and a lesson from the word thus resulting in a good Sunday... The life message this morning is no matter how the message is delivered or who speaks... The voice of god is always understood... hmmm yea I should put that on FB lol.

One Shot Thought

It only brings out the pain that was crept up inside relative to the mistake one made even tho it was in the past.... You wish for another chance to mend your faults... The feeling can't be replaced but can be traced and forgiven... Tho it is not forgotten you still feel the possibility... One more to the head and you pray for a false hope but to you its at arms reach so what are you to do.. Replace it or retrace it... One more shot... - Jmoris McGowen

Black Men's Apology: A False Love Letter To Black Women

I apologize for what I have done that is the negative of whats expected...

For walking a forced path of fear that will haunt our generations through time...

I apologize for the mindset I have developed that wont ever be understood instead be stereotyped...

Eternally branded into the minds of our childrens children...

For the creation of dead hopes with no foundation of love...

For the want of your bodies for lustful pleasures...

I apologize for protecting you in reverse...

Not for the mending of a broken side but the severing of a once patched up heart...

For that I apologize...

I apologize for the nights with the guys "Congrats for your new son" followed by my selfishness "babe do you really think we need this"...

For the "were to young" the "we were only friend though" and "It's not mine but ill pay half anyway"...

I apologize for leaving you alone in a hopeless state, a helpless fate to become a chain that I drag to the grave...

I apologize for leaving my wallet at home so you could "hold me down"...

I apologize for having your mind wrapped around shakin ya ass on a pole to make a living...

Guess that shit dnt matter long as im happy right???

I apologize for letting this drag out so long you thought I mean every word im sayin ...

You know what... I apologize for lieing like that cuz I really do mean it...

I apologize for making a joke of this poem Its supposed to be serious...

I apologize for sending flowers just because when they really were not for you...

Oh and the day I came home and let you smelled my dick to see if I was cheating again...

I apologize for showering at her house so you wouldnt know your sister was hoein...

I apologize for that quiet trip to the doctor with the pop that pussy song goin...

For the burning sensation I gave you cuz the truth is your sister really was hoein... Truth be told she was better...

I apologize for the beaping on the machine my phone fina die so I apologize but ima call you back....

The Roots "Sleep"