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So im sposed ta just be like yuh its coo then go back to normal.................. Nope not me patna im fina be 22 which means God has blessed me with another year of wisdom. I dont expect too many to understand what that means but they can research it. Im no longer at the point of letting this roll cuz of how strong my little bonds are with ppl. Not singling anyone out but puttin the heart on paper feel me????? The shit ant flyin no more it didnt fly in 2009 08 07 and 2010 in that order..... Think im fina let the shit fly this year. naw naw..... naw naw wrong black man kid. Blackout

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Why must I fall victim to the evil deeds of dark followers? Bats that want to suck the very blood of my success dry then hang my dreams high above my head in endless oblivion? Is it because I cut my own life line so they could smell the failure run down the road instead of across the street? I refuse to become a pawn of flying rat scams. Viruses that manifest a plaque of sick dreams, weak minds, and fuck world riots. Why should I allow the demons to have their way and touch my floor. Casting my angels to their ceiling corners to avoid the shroud of neglect that feeds the minds of the maggot minded? Should I give birth to my own grubs and let them feed on the uplift and praise of new days and replace them with images of crippled prophecies? Letting broken mirrors count the very moments of my self destruction 20 19 18 17 16. Let this be a book pre written to my life I can not foresee and every hand in this dyeing planet has a pen 15 14 13 12 11. Let my words become the light that directs the lost to freedom and peace for new life 10 9 8 7 6. Just allow my visions to predominate a dream cloud that floats away and watch the sky move further from your eye until 5 4 3 2 1. Blackout. - Jmo

Anger builds today. A self discussion much needed.

"Ok Mo idk what to say about this one cuz I heard it too you know this right?"

"Yuh Im aware J."

"Y do you continue to let what others say get to you like this you know this is not you?"

"Did you not hear what she told me he said? That was not cool and he expects me to show him respect when he talk down on me and my girl behind our back like that. Why tha hell dont he just say this shit in our face so we kno was up, speak our mind, then leave his ass with the trash?"

"Idk bruh but I kno because of this situation that just occurred its why you gotta grind more and more you gota get it cuz he tryna keep everyone down cuz shit and goin right in his life."

"I understand but how am I supposed to maintain my head when he disses my girl?"

"By pushing her harder and pushing yourself to become more then what other people see you as. To him, she isnt doin anything. You see her potential and she is starting to see it too and you lit a fire that she didnt even kno she had."

"I hear ya."

"Strengthen your inner peace and let your storm rest."

"ok."

"Then she will learn to develop the peace you have and it could possibly become even stronger than yours."

"Understood thanks J I need the self talk."

"I'm always here with you and God is too. Keep Peace my bruh."

"Keep Peace."