I apologize for what I have done that is the negative of whats expected...
For walking a forced path of fear that will haunt our generations through time...
I apologize for the mindset I have developed that wont ever be understood instead be stereotyped...
Eternally branded into the minds of our childrens children...
For the creation of dead hopes with no foundation of love...
For the want of your bodies for lustful pleasures...
I apologize for protecting you in reverse...
Not for the mending of a broken side but the severing of a once patched up heart...
For that I apologize...
I apologize for the nights with the guys "Congrats for your new son" followed by my selfishness "babe do you really think we need this"...
For the "were to young" the "we were only friend though" and "It's not mine but ill pay half anyway"...
I apologize for leaving you alone in a hopeless state, a helpless fate to become a chain that I drag to the grave...
I apologize for leaving my wallet at home so you could "hold me down"...
I apologize for having your mind wrapped around shakin ya ass on a pole to make a living...
Guess that shit dnt matter long as im happy right???
I apologize for letting this drag out so long you thought I mean every word im sayin ...
You know what... I apologize for lieing like that cuz I really do mean it...
I apologize for making a joke of this poem Its supposed to be serious...
I apologize for sending flowers just because when they really were not for you...
Oh and the day I came home and let you smelled my dick to see if I was cheating again...
I apologize for showering at her house so you wouldnt know your sister was hoein...
I apologize for that quiet trip to the doctor with the pop that pussy song goin...
For the burning sensation I gave you cuz the truth is your sister really was hoein... Truth be told she was better...
I apologize for the beaping on the machine my phone fina die so I apologize but ima call you back....
