Thursday, March 17, 2011
Untitled
Why must I fall victim to the evil deeds of dark followers? Bats that want to suck the very blood of my success dry then hang my dreams high above my head in endless oblivion? Is it because I cut my own life line so they could smell the failure run down the road instead of across the street? I refuse to become a pawn of flying rat scams. Viruses that manifest a plaque of sick dreams, weak minds, and fuck world riots. Why should I allow the demons to have their way and touch my floor. Casting my angels to their ceiling corners to avoid the shroud of neglect that feeds the minds of the maggot minded? Should I give birth to my own grubs and let them feed on the uplift and praise of new days and replace them with images of crippled prophecies? Letting broken mirrors count the very moments of my self destruction 20 19 18 17 16. Let this be a book pre written to my life I can not foresee and every hand in this dyeing planet has a pen 15 14 13 12 11. Let my words become the light that directs the lost to freedom and peace for new life 10 9 8 7 6. Just allow my visions to predominate a dream cloud that floats away and watch the sky move further from your eye until 5 4 3 2 1. Blackout. - Jmo
Friday, March 4, 2011
Anger builds today. A self discussion much needed.
"Ok Mo idk what to say about this one cuz I heard it too you know this right?"
"Yuh Im aware J."
"Y do you continue to let what others say get to you like this you know this is not you?"
"Did you not hear what she told me he said? That was not cool and he expects me to show him respect when he talk down on me and my girl behind our back like that. Why tha hell dont he just say this shit in our face so we kno was up, speak our mind, then leave his ass with the trash?"
"Idk bruh but I kno because of this situation that just occurred its why you gotta grind more and more you gota get it cuz he tryna keep everyone down cuz shit and goin right in his life."
"I understand but how am I supposed to maintain my head when he disses my girl?"
"By pushing her harder and pushing yourself to become more then what other people see you as. To him, she isnt doin anything. You see her potential and she is starting to see it too and you lit a fire that she didnt even kno she had."
"I hear ya."
"Strengthen your inner peace and let your storm rest."
"ok."
"Then she will learn to develop the peace you have and it could possibly become even stronger than yours."
"Understood thanks J I need the self talk."
"I'm always here with you and God is too. Keep Peace my bruh."
"Keep Peace."
"Yuh Im aware J."
"Y do you continue to let what others say get to you like this you know this is not you?"
"Did you not hear what she told me he said? That was not cool and he expects me to show him respect when he talk down on me and my girl behind our back like that. Why tha hell dont he just say this shit in our face so we kno was up, speak our mind, then leave his ass with the trash?"
"Idk bruh but I kno because of this situation that just occurred its why you gotta grind more and more you gota get it cuz he tryna keep everyone down cuz shit and goin right in his life."
"I understand but how am I supposed to maintain my head when he disses my girl?"
"By pushing her harder and pushing yourself to become more then what other people see you as. To him, she isnt doin anything. You see her potential and she is starting to see it too and you lit a fire that she didnt even kno she had."
"I hear ya."
"Strengthen your inner peace and let your storm rest."
"ok."
"Then she will learn to develop the peace you have and it could possibly become even stronger than yours."
"Understood thanks J I need the self talk."
"I'm always here with you and God is too. Keep Peace my bruh."
"Keep Peace."
Friday, February 18, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Progression or Regretion???????????
Today I feet like I was doing the right thing even tho it seemed like I was being a typical "NIGGA". I mean sometimes I ask god why did he write certain situations in my life and the result don't turn out like I expect them too. Guess that's what I get for not really seeing things his way. I became a bit wiser today and that's a good thing to me as I grow to learn new things in this world. Even tho I feel I lost a great friend that is near and dear to me. I feel this experience will better the both of us. I pray for forgiveness if I went about things the wrong way because even wise men fall sometimes. If there is no forgiveness from earth I pray forgiveness comes from the higher power and self spirit. At this moment I have no idea what to make of things but I choose to leave everything in God's hands now. I am a growing man not yet a grown man so I take things like I always have and always will. As God wills it to come. I stand on my own two because dad taught me that way. I must endure even in the dark times and fear losing my peace of mind.
Peace Yo, Jmo
Peace Yo, Jmo
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Good News
Man I recieved some really good news but the thing is I recieved this news during a time that I have sort of started openning a new door. See The thing is I really LOVE her but I dnt know what I should do. Yea my school come first but then wat after tht.......Im so into this one girl but I CAN NOT let my heart be taken no matter wat happens it just not gunna happen not because i say its not but the feelings the emotions the desire everything..........No one is like her. I feel she is me its so scary I love it...... Yin and Yang ya kno lol
Peace Yo, Jmo
Peace Yo, Jmo
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