Fallen into a spiritual deception
My mind has wondered a maze of confusion
Straying down a path unaware of its direction
Trying to find my place of zionic recreation
Fighting a physical seclusion
Want to check myself into a mental institution
Blinded myself to see the wrong perception
I have fallen for a spiritual deception
In need of self destruction
My sin is an internal manifestation
Release my soul from this symbiotic eruption
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
"Simple Yet Complex Emotions of the I"
Sometimes I wonder if being an artist is something I call myself to feel like I have meaning.
If being an artist seems like a cop out, a lie like a wolf in sheep’s clothing.
I am a wolf in sheep’s clothing telling you what you want to hear, connecting with you emotionally to later destroy your well being without a second thought.
I am a wolf in sheep’s clothing, a poet, a pariah, the who, what, where of your mind asking why is he able to use his words to manipulate my thoughts and control my passions, my desire to want......
I am an outcast, lost soul the feel alone among my own kind. Left to rot in the bellies of the worms like a fungus to you people I am nothing more than.....an outcast.
A lost soul....My soul is lost not in faith but in the words that are not of this mind, this body, this spirit, but of creation, manifestation, I am in search of liberation from these many levels of hell I have discovered and claimed to be called my thoughts. My thoughts are hell bound.
I am lost in my anger that flows molten rocks of hate to cast down those who stand against me. Blackness that infects my heart like a parasite with time grows and increases raging passion to spill the blood of mindlessness rage and unspoken pain where a strong faith is now extinct. Only hollowness.
I am the dieing voice that calls out frantically for the bleeding to come to an end. No control over the mindless pain spilling blood from rage that only means to find its way to the peaceful Zion’s of the mind. The soul of the once weak-minded man is found now shown the truth of oneself.
The poet whose spoken words elevate possibilities in hope to make amends for the fallen. Eradicate despair to become a divine whole who knows who I is. The Artist.
If being an artist seems like a cop out, a lie like a wolf in sheep’s clothing.
I am a wolf in sheep’s clothing telling you what you want to hear, connecting with you emotionally to later destroy your well being without a second thought.
I am a wolf in sheep’s clothing, a poet, a pariah, the who, what, where of your mind asking why is he able to use his words to manipulate my thoughts and control my passions, my desire to want......
I am an outcast, lost soul the feel alone among my own kind. Left to rot in the bellies of the worms like a fungus to you people I am nothing more than.....an outcast.
A lost soul....My soul is lost not in faith but in the words that are not of this mind, this body, this spirit, but of creation, manifestation, I am in search of liberation from these many levels of hell I have discovered and claimed to be called my thoughts. My thoughts are hell bound.
I am lost in my anger that flows molten rocks of hate to cast down those who stand against me. Blackness that infects my heart like a parasite with time grows and increases raging passion to spill the blood of mindlessness rage and unspoken pain where a strong faith is now extinct. Only hollowness.
I am the dieing voice that calls out frantically for the bleeding to come to an end. No control over the mindless pain spilling blood from rage that only means to find its way to the peaceful Zion’s of the mind. The soul of the once weak-minded man is found now shown the truth of oneself.
The poet whose spoken words elevate possibilities in hope to make amends for the fallen. Eradicate despair to become a divine whole who knows who I is. The Artist.
Beyond Measure
Some things are hard to grasp when it's too late to change the unpredictable points in time.
Some things are too painful to bare by oneself too devastating to ride out.
Some things can bring one within an inch of his or her life by just assuming and accepting one thought of negativity.
Because see sometime one can be calm as the Milky Way and then suddenly rage can consume the human soul as Venus's outside appearance covers and disguises the hell zone storm within it atmosphere.
It's these thoughts that take one's mind through a black hole of negativity in the middle of a universe of positive emotions and when one is consumed by the silence and negative thought the mysterious qeustion is cemented in the mind "Am I Alone".
It's like the eye of a hurricane easy and when pushed to the edge can completely change the lives of everyone around who is caught in the destruction.
This destructive tsunami I just filled you in on runs through these veins like the legendary Nile without a moments rest it's a wonder how I can even maintain a level head.
Because of you I can be who I am and what you have done for me my heart and soul is always at peace.
You are me I am you and you created me to spread news of a higher power that overcomes all negativity.
I understand why you allow this rage to flourish from your throne and the feeling bleed out from my soul and be spoken through a powerful voice you created for others to listen.
Need I say more it is clear who the higher power is?
Only you and there is no other.
Some things are too painful to bare by oneself too devastating to ride out.
Some things can bring one within an inch of his or her life by just assuming and accepting one thought of negativity.
Because see sometime one can be calm as the Milky Way and then suddenly rage can consume the human soul as Venus's outside appearance covers and disguises the hell zone storm within it atmosphere.
It's these thoughts that take one's mind through a black hole of negativity in the middle of a universe of positive emotions and when one is consumed by the silence and negative thought the mysterious qeustion is cemented in the mind "Am I Alone".
It's like the eye of a hurricane easy and when pushed to the edge can completely change the lives of everyone around who is caught in the destruction.
This destructive tsunami I just filled you in on runs through these veins like the legendary Nile without a moments rest it's a wonder how I can even maintain a level head.
Because of you I can be who I am and what you have done for me my heart and soul is always at peace.
You are me I am you and you created me to spread news of a higher power that overcomes all negativity.
I understand why you allow this rage to flourish from your throne and the feeling bleed out from my soul and be spoken through a powerful voice you created for others to listen.
Need I say more it is clear who the higher power is?
Only you and there is no other.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
I am not just Black...I'm Better
What do you see when you look at me?
Do you so see a man, a animal, a alien.
Maybe you see a black man.
In your eyes a boy that wont go nowhere in life.
Hang out on the corner doing nothing but get drunk go home beat his girl if he has one and go hang out on the same corner and talk about how the economy doesn't care about the black man.
No what you you looking' at is your future, your progress.
I am the true definition of what black leaders fought for and I am the result accomplished.
A Black man.
Born with two strikes and always watched and waited on to get a third.
As they put it. "one less nigger ta worry about."
what you see is a temple of sacred thoughts and emotions that can not be controlled.
I am life.
I am soul.
I am not just Black.
I am Black, Intelligent, Truth, Talented, Eternity,Resolution.
I am not just Black.
I am Better.
Do you so see a man, a animal, a alien.
Maybe you see a black man.
In your eyes a boy that wont go nowhere in life.
Hang out on the corner doing nothing but get drunk go home beat his girl if he has one and go hang out on the same corner and talk about how the economy doesn't care about the black man.
No what you you looking' at is your future, your progress.
I am the true definition of what black leaders fought for and I am the result accomplished.
A Black man.
Born with two strikes and always watched and waited on to get a third.
As they put it. "one less nigger ta worry about."
what you see is a temple of sacred thoughts and emotions that can not be controlled.
I am life.
I am soul.
I am not just Black.
I am Black, Intelligent, Truth, Talented, Eternity,Resolution.
I am not just Black.
I am Better.
Dreams
She was like a dream.
Caught my attention like tha sunrise signales a rooster ta wake up the world.
Her skin shinned like African Diamonds.
She curves defined a perfect woman.
We locked eyes like too bulls poised to fight.
I could see the addiction, the desire in her eyes it was as if a baby desiring milk from it's mother.
The way she moved her hips shot strong vibes biteing her lips hypnotized me I was so sure she was looking at someone else.
I approached her confident, arrogant and a bit nervous but like happiness I had to persue her.
We held eachother close like newly weds at the alter and I felt my life was complete.
The sound of my alarm brought me back to reality wishing I knew Ms. Ladies name.
Caught my attention like tha sunrise signales a rooster ta wake up the world.
Her skin shinned like African Diamonds.
She curves defined a perfect woman.
We locked eyes like too bulls poised to fight.
I could see the addiction, the desire in her eyes it was as if a baby desiring milk from it's mother.
The way she moved her hips shot strong vibes biteing her lips hypnotized me I was so sure she was looking at someone else.
I approached her confident, arrogant and a bit nervous but like happiness I had to persue her.
We held eachother close like newly weds at the alter and I felt my life was complete.
The sound of my alarm brought me back to reality wishing I knew Ms. Ladies name.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Sense
A passionate connection that attracts to opposites to one another.
I can feel you and yet your not even in my presence.
The soft touch of your lips caressing mine as if they were my own.
Silky smooth skin that tells the story of African goddesses.
I still feel you.
A spirit that calms even the roughest storm of emotion in my mind.
A fiery attitude that can make a thug straiten his hat but calls out for me to put out the flame.
Love that will make any man who sees wish upon a star for a love that is similar.
I still feel you.
Eyes that pears the flesh and look deep into the soul to show the true colors of what she claims she possesses.
Perfume fills the air telling story of everlasting lessons willing to be learned.
I can feel you and yet your not even in my presence.
The soft touch of your lips caressing mine as if they were my own.
Silky smooth skin that tells the story of African goddesses.
I still feel you.
A spirit that calms even the roughest storm of emotion in my mind.
A fiery attitude that can make a thug straiten his hat but calls out for me to put out the flame.
Love that will make any man who sees wish upon a star for a love that is similar.
I still feel you.
Eyes that pears the flesh and look deep into the soul to show the true colors of what she claims she possesses.
Perfume fills the air telling story of everlasting lessons willing to be learned.
Affair
Our love is a faris wheel
Fun houses and emotional roller coasters, not all the games give you the prizes you want
Love come at a cost
Our future can be seen from afar bout the present is irresistable I could stay here forever
The rides go at diferent speed and take unexpected twist and turns everytime you get on
My hunger sets in when I see your want for me to taste you
Exciting my taste buds with every drop of your...........
Sweat sowwly drips cooling our heating bodies against each other.
cotton candy lips so sweet
I cant stay for another night
The carnival moves never stays in tha same city twice
On to the next.........
Fun houses and emotional roller coasters, not all the games give you the prizes you want
Love come at a cost
Our future can be seen from afar bout the present is irresistable I could stay here forever
The rides go at diferent speed and take unexpected twist and turns everytime you get on
My hunger sets in when I see your want for me to taste you
Exciting my taste buds with every drop of your...........
Sweat sowwly drips cooling our heating bodies against each other.
cotton candy lips so sweet
I cant stay for another night
The carnival moves never stays in tha same city twice
On to the next.........
Listen
Listen listen listen
to my words tie knots in your mind
The magnetic pull of your heart towards mine
My words flow through your mind like a lowly river waiting to flow into the sea
My tone steady rocks your thoughts as the imaginative metaphors lull your body and hypnotize your mind
Feel like we are soring across space and time and endless feeling this is to us
Listening listening listening
Sending you into a state of irresistible pleasure you wish to seek more levels of mental pleasures
Your .......... is being stimulated
Feeling vulnerable and yet not a care in the world
listen listen listen
To the sound of your soul loud like thunder and powerful thrust of.........
I can hear the lust in your voice saying your ready
Slow down so the peak has yet to be reached
take your time I can feel you yearning to hear more
Increasing the flow of stimulation means the river flows close to the sea
To Be.............
to my words tie knots in your mind
The magnetic pull of your heart towards mine
My words flow through your mind like a lowly river waiting to flow into the sea
My tone steady rocks your thoughts as the imaginative metaphors lull your body and hypnotize your mind
Feel like we are soring across space and time and endless feeling this is to us
Listening listening listening
Sending you into a state of irresistible pleasure you wish to seek more levels of mental pleasures
Your .......... is being stimulated
Feeling vulnerable and yet not a care in the world
listen listen listen
To the sound of your soul loud like thunder and powerful thrust of.........
I can hear the lust in your voice saying your ready
Slow down so the peak has yet to be reached
take your time I can feel you yearning to hear more
Increasing the flow of stimulation means the river flows close to the sea
To Be.............
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